CHRISTmas time!

This year, it's been different for me. Today wasn't about me or my gifts (WHICH I picked for myself and love), but about family, brotherly love and remembering the One this is all about. Granted, arguments and the whole day with the fam wasn't entirely perfect, I love 'em. I realize that today may not even be Jesus' birthday, but it's the day we acknowledge until someone finds more proof. I just want to thank God for today and hope that you all remember exactly WHY Christmas is Christmas. Remember, it's a religious holiday, homies.

Off to spend some quality time with the birthday Celebrant.

Going Nowhere

Is exactly how I feel right now. I feel that my life is just a boring route. Graduate, go to university, get a job, get married, have kids, get old, retire, die, heaven. This is ideal for my society. Maybe not the heaven part, but you get what I mean. What I'm saying is that I want my life to be so much more. I don't want to die a little old lady who spent her retired years on a beach in Florida collecting shells. I want to see the world, laugh, be exciting and enjoy every moment. I don't want to save up for a car, I'd rather spend it on air tickets and go to Europe, Asia, Africa and see the world. I want to share my beliefs and life my life to the fullest. I realize that's a well used saying, but does everyone really know what means? It means not wasting your life, not just doing what society tells you is worth doing. If that was true, I'd be saving up to get that cottage in Muskoka for my 80 year old self.. not gonna happen.

I just want my life to be something more.